Open Question: I love this girl, but i cannot find her now.?

29/06/09

Hi i am 17 years old and i fell in love with this girl. When i was in 8th grade me and her brother useto be best friends. bassicly like brothers. I fell in love with his sister and she loved me to, i useto do bad things, she would pray for me nightly. I remember being in a park with her and just looking her in the eyes and feeling something i have never felt before. That was when i was 14 or 15. I useto sneak out at night with her just to hang around. One night her brother cought us and he tolled me he would kill me. Soon they moved away somewhere in chicago still. a year later she found me on yahoo mssnger. I was so happy to hear from the girl i love. But i think her brother found out and he canceled her yahoo mssnger. its been 2 years now and i still cannot stop thinking about her. I love this girl to death, i found her cousins myspace he said that he would kill me to if i tried to see her. Soon he wroteArnold ma cusin nigga and i dnt think he would appreciate u trying to halla at his sis and especially when she got a babydaddy i mean ill tell her but i dnt think she would like that then he wrote she wanted my number, but its been 2 days and nothing. i love her so much and i only want to be with her. then he wrote she dropped out of high school. And i feel like its my fault… if only i was with her i could protect her. She is the most wonderfull person, and i know i love her. There is no way i can find her…. i can’t say her name and last name incase this could reach her brother. i miss her so much…. cant stop thinking about her even after 2 years……

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