Open Question: i think i love her but the odds are stacked against me.?

29/06/09

Hi , i am a 17 years old and i think i love her. It all started when i was 14. Me and Her brother use to be best friend’s. i always noticed her and couldn’t leave without saying good night. Soon it developed into a flick. Where i use to go to the parks with her with her brother joey. I never had the guts to kiss her. But we shared something emotional. Soon me and her brother had a fight. He alienated me from her. After 1 year i still cannot stop thinking about her. i dont have her myspace , telephone. and they moved away, don’t know any of her friends. I finally found her cousins myspace, he treathned me, but i don’t rly care since she means so much to me. Soon he tolled me over myspace that she has a boyfriend and a child, she dropped out of high school. I still cannot contact her since there is no way i know of to reach her. I… love her…. without any doubt in my mind. Me and her came from broken home’s. Someone did something terrible to her when she was young, and my father died , these are the things we spoke about. I cannot stop thinking about her. And i think i ruined her life because if i was with her she would be in high school and not have a kid (that’s if its true) anyone have any idea how i can get in touch with this person ? or what would you recommend i do? please help, its been 1 year and imm going nut’s each day i think about her, and cannot stop no matter what. i miss her so much….

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