I’m sadly 29 and still living at home, but by age 30 one way or another I’m OUT!
I was living here so long because of credit card debt.
But I’ve been paying them off and saving everything I can.
I paid off 3 since August and have ONE more left!
I’m working THREE jobs at the moment, I have no time to myself. But I’m just keeping in mind that I need to get the hell out of this house. Like this week I’ll be working 72 hours.. Ughh.

Anyway. My dad makes me and my sister miserable. We could be watching TV, and I’ll look up and he’s looking at me with a sad face and he’ll say. “You need to go out and find your life (life = husband).. Anytime I’m home which is rarely, he gets mad and tells me to go out and find a husband. He makes my life miserable, cause I can’t even relax at my own house. “You need to have kids, you need to have a family, one, two, three, four as many as you can).. He is getting so much worse, cause in his head AGE 30 is the cut off point for having kids.

He’s Romanian and old school, and it’s unbearable. I get so depressed and have gained weight because of it.

My mom tells us to ignore it, and that he only wants us to have kids for selfish reasons..

He is mean and said “Get married and have a kid, after a few years if you don’t like your husband you can get rid of him”.. I don’t think he married my mom for love, I think he married her just to have kids..

I honestly don’t want kids, at the moment. I never felt like I wanted them, I don’t enjoy their company and I never felt like my biological clock is ticking.. In fact, it’s my worst nightmare, because I’d never be able to accomplish my dreams, with another mouth to feed for 18 years.

My goal and has been for the longest is to move to NYC. That’s my main focus. My parents dont know about it, because I don’t want their input and negative influence.

ERRRR!

Another annoying thing he does.. Is get pissed at me for cleaning my room, and such. I mean I’m never home to do it. I have to at least getting something done when I do have the luxury of having a few moments at home.. “Don’t worry about cleaning, you need to find a husband”.. UGHHHH!!!!!

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