Okay this is kind of me venting here because I have no where else to express my thoughts and feelings so, maybe some one on here will read this lol.

Any way, So really I understand that we should be happy with what we have and everything and I am happy. I just get to thinking every night (nights are the only time i have time to really think about anything). I am not going suicidal or anything but like EVERY single thing in this world cost money. People say money does not buy happiness but it sure seems that way. Yea sure there is allot of little things to enjoy but then you die only doing those little things. Like lots of people will never get to drive a really cool car like a Ferrari because it is so expansive. Plus the cost of gas is insane and is only gonna go higher so we are going to have to turn to crappy slow hybrid cars. Or if you are not a car person I am sure every one can relate to this. A lot of us will never even get to experience the luxuries that rich people get to. Most of us will stay in an apartment and drive a crappy slow car to work everyday and come home to your family then go to sleep. You’re kids will want stuff you cant afford to buy them so you have to come up with excuses as to why you cant buy them these things. I mean basically what I am getting at is, it seems like in America you just have to be rich to be able to enjoy your life and not stress as much as an average person. Yes in the end I will be happy with my wife and kids as long as our stomachs are full and we are healthy that is all that really matters, but you never get to drive a cool fast car at a track or live almost worry free or go on vacation at some fancy 5 star hotel at a beautiful island. You know what I mean? Sure those things are not necessary and will not make you truly happy but it would be nice to experience all those things before you leave this planet. That is my problem I have a wonderful girlfriend we are both in love and soon we will get married and have kids and I am going to college and going to be a business major doing financing and I will have a decent life but, we will never get to do really crazy fun things =/.
Clara, I am not trying to say I deserve to be rich and have more than any one else. I am not only aiming this at myself I was trying to reach out to every one. I am grateful for everything I have. I realize there are people that live a lot harder than I do and they really have to fight. My point is just it seems like money really does buy everything (except everything you mentioned and yes all those things you said said are enough for everyone to be happy). I was just letting out what I thought and nothing more in the end I will live a decent life and be very happy and that is worth a lot more to me than all the fancy stuff in the world.
terri e Yes I do agree with you. I am 19 still VERY young so I guess that is why all these materialistic stuff matter to me.

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