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So my issue is for the past year now, I have been developing this relationship with a co-worker of mine. Made out a few times, had a few drinks after work, we do a lot of sexting and we are really good friends. Basically, I can talk to him about everything pretty much. He knows my past, my past relationships, everything about me almost. And I truly do love him. Issue with him is, he tells me that he doesn’t know what he wants or how he feels. I believe he does know but is afraid because we come from two different cultures. He is Russian, a virgin, and was brought up with his family values and all. Which I respect all of this but I think it plays a huge toll on his decisions in life. But I know that he did decide to want a relationship with me, he be great as a bf and a future husband.
But now there is this guy who I have known for about the same time. I sort of dated this guy in the past. He is not a virgin and has a child. I myself have 3 kids from a past 8 year marriage. This guy lives at the same property as I do and so I see him all the time as well. He has made a few comments to my sister and brother as well as my mom, how he is really into me and even bought me a xmas gift which I heard from my mom who can’t hold water. Anyways, I really like him too because he treats me good and is really good with my kids and at one point when we were dating back then, I fell for him too. But he wasn’t ready for commitment then like he is now. And I see he has changed and he told me yesterday how he wants to settle down with me. Now I am confused… Because I am in love with the Russian who is absolutely great but I have been waiting for almost an entire year now. And then I like the other guy, who now wants a relationship with me but I am afraid I will get hurt again. But with both men, I find comfort, and someone who can have my back, protect me, wants kids, and can give me the world. I need help plzzz!!! I don’t want to hurt either one. But I know must make a decision!

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