Resolved Question: I feel like I have nothing to offer?

19/02/12

As the title says…

I just feel like I’m that guy who will never amount to anything. I just turned 19 years old 3 days ago, and I dropped out of my 1st semester of college back in October, so all I’ve been doing is going to the gym, and sitting in my basement waiting for my friends to come home from school.

My parents have been trying to get me to get a job, but I tell them off because I have no motivation to get one. I just feel content with what I’m doing now and I don’t want that to go away. They’ve bribed me with luxuries to get my act together but I never did and I feel like nothing can get me out of my place.

I always slacked in high school. Sometimes I question how I graduated. I never did any homework, I rarely studied for tests, and when I did, it wasn’t really “studying”. The only time I was doing well was when my mom helped me with my studies. And when I went into college I got overwhelmed with everything and left because it was too much for me to handle. I just feel that that’s the writing on the wall for me.

Sometimes I question why I continue to live, considering that there’s nothing for me to look forward too. No girl will ever want to be with me, because I’m socially awkward and I lack motivation. So what is there to look forward to? I don’t know what I’m gonna do.

Any help?

Thanks

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