Resolved Question: where do i go from here?

27/06/09

ok, so tuesday came and i went in the hospital with contractions. When i got back home he txd and asked if i was still gonna meet him, i told him to come to my house because i was still in pain and medicated after leaving the er. He then said that he had something else to do and couldn’t come to my house. My thing is if he had SOOO much to do, why set up time to meet with me and go as far as to see if i was still going to be there? Like always he stood me up so I got fed up and told him exactly how i felt. because he keeps using the excuse that he’s scared to come to my house because he thinks my family hates him. I told him my family has nothing to do with him stepping up and being a man. He turned it around- as usual and said he’ll be a better father when the baby arrives but i don’t see how when he’ s scared to come to my house now, how is he gonna over come this fear when the baby arrives? What do i do now? Do i allow him the luxury of letting him just make his shining debut when my baby comes or do i just become the man that he won’t be and raise my son to be a better man than his sperm donor? where do i go from here?

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