Resolved Question: Why do I feel I’m different from the rest of society?

27/06/09

They say everyone is different and I suppose we are but I still feel a different kind of different if you know what I mean. It’s something that’s difficult to put into words - You just don’t feel like one of them (society) you feel distant and sometimes disconnected.

You don’t live a life of luxury and fame yet you feel within you that you have potential untapped even if you do feel weak and disconnected at times. Seriously, I feel more intelligent and relaxed at home then I do in a school setting or in public.

Especially late at night when it’s very quiet that’s often when my mind is at it’s peak formulating brilliant ideas, making others laugh and fall out of their seats laughing online, being witty, clever. I feel all of this online when I chat with people yet when I verbally communicate with people in reality I don’t feel this same wittiness and intelligence.

Is it possible my mind is wired to be more intelligent visually and through words then verbally communicating to others in a public setting?

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