Voting Question: How do you cope with this? Venting, but i would like some advice still!?

29/07/09

Well my parents are getting a divorce, I mean it was expected, because they fought everyday and they both cheated on each other.
My father might go to jail, for being falsely accused of something. Such a long story, I won’t get into it. But this court thing has cost my family so much money, we’re broke now. We were once rich…but now we’re not. my brother and I might have to quit some things we do, just so my mother can afford luxuries for herself.
My mother just told me that we’re moving THIS YEAR, into a some place we can afford. My mother, brother, and I. My father won’t live with me and my other siblings are going to be living on their own, or with their spouse.
It’s possible I might move out of town, which would be horrible, because I’m terribly shy around new people. And I have all of my friends here at home.
My family doesn’t care about me AT ALL. They have admitted that much.
My brother’s gf is having a baby due on MY birthday. And my sister is also having a baby this summer. So the attention will be all on the babies, not that it was ever on me anyway.
I cut myself, I can’t help it, and I am thinking of suicide. Probably not anytime soon, I try convincing myself not to, but it’s hard.
To top it off, I have no real friends, or anyone for that matter, to talk about this with.

Sorry I’m venting. I needed to get it off my chest. Any advice, similar situations? You can be completely rude to me about complaining about this, if you want. I don’t really care, I just needed to get this off my chest and I want advice. Please?

PS I’m 14.

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