Voting Question: What’s the reason that I don’t have friends ?? is that because of what i faced before ?

31/10/09

Hi … I live in JORDAN I’m 22 years old now and I don’t have that much of friends
When I was in my old school i used to have lot of friend i was very popular everyone wanted to be my friend and i treat all like my brothers and sisters ….. then in my high school i moved to another school and it’s very luxury private school but the students didn’t like me and i was very lonely i tried to start making friends but i couldn’t i felt that time that there’s something missing in me maybe because i was skinny that what i thought so i finished my high school and i have zero friends even my old friends because all forget our nice days as i did too !! in my prom all my college in the school had so much fun but i dodn’t because i didn’t join them i stayed at home after that i got a high marks and i went to university i tried to make friends i couldn’t i felt like all are better than me and thay won’t be my friends so that i suggested to make some changes i gained weight i went to gym and now i have a great body That what my family tells and i have a great job with uni and i think i am have a good life but i don’t have friends ! is that because i lost my self confident in my high school ?? BTW keep this in mind that I am gay but i didn’t come out yet so is there a relation between being gay and making friends ??